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the peak for the hv last

2011-07-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

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Time has made me a more solid being

2011-05-20T03:33:00.002+08:00

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my last post, way long..this blog a bit rusty, a lil dusty.. like a mini storage space at the back of my mind.

well, time passed..indeed sup duper fast..

& whenever i looked back i would say "this time it is different..."

Maybe different in some way or another, we have been mould to be different, * to withstand against some changes along the way or to have swayed by changes...

I AM DIFFERENT, maybe a lil stronger, but still a lil more timid in some ways.

Today what stand before your eyes, is the grace more daring to speak up a lil more..less feminine or less considerate as before. I'm feeling like it's beginning to be different. Well, people change at different point in life.

Today is my birthday. This time a bit different, found a friend that has a birthday same as mine!

And we even sent the same wishes! interesting seriously..

As much as i want to hold the sand in my palms (like the pple i always love & care about), the holes between the fingers always 'gave away', or ain't able to keep all within me (the palm).

I pray God that tonight all my love ones are having a good rest, because I believe in leaving my worries unto lord, & when one believes; God will be there, our pillar of strength & we'll receive the love from God.

my dear ger is finally taking her steps

2009-09-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

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my dearest ger will arrive in london any min! God God bless her & jiang mama. ('_')b I believe and always have faith in this girl...she'll be bold enough to endear what will come, she'll be not be swayed by anything, everything... (copy from suyee..refuse to be let)

Adapt fine ger and I hope for the best for you!

although at work today, something somehow gone wrong~ too distracted by too much rest- 2days mc and prob my dear friend flying off...and maybe too many thoughts..running all about~

I'll not falter...i'll be strong..stronger when I meet u at London ger! :)

歇下为一的武装

2009-09-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

歇下为一的武装

perhaps, my home has always been a comforting place...whenever u feel like damn low & disappointed, i could always find comfort here.

my family, quite the closely knitted family..my dad has always thought of himself as the open-minded parents...when actually he's quite mindful of traditions or values of his own. From young, he's quite the strict man..but surely loving dad. I remember the times he screamed at me coming back late...or later than the time i had promised to. From being scared, i eventually became annoyed or even holding anger against being so controlling or strict towards me. Oh the teenage 'times'~

But but, there was the nicest memory of him being so concern..too concerned i used to think... And so ever-protective of the 3 of us. He allowed mum to be the good guy and himself to be the baddy.. u realised this tactic or method never fails...

sometimes, too comforting for the outside world..i think.

Really, i find myself hating me..to be sometimes putting up a false front or even like a diff me..which in times i couldn't help but try to establish a wall around me..so afraid that i might get hurt or too close...

I dunno, but it used to be not so hurting...or prob i dun even know it actually was hurting. that docile ger i was, not anymore.. maybe the environment had changed me...maybe it was just myself.

in a dilemma, to put down all the armour or wall around me and let myself find comfort again..or continue to protect? only when u let the pple come into your life..

Tune it back

2009-09-13T23:29:00.004+08:00

it feels like tuning in to a radio channel..on your old rusty radio.
It's so hard to tune to.

ytd perhaps started off not too bad, my bro's commissioning went pretty smooth although..serious it took us quite some time to finally spot correctly. Thank God for dinner time when Jason could come in and join me & sis. I really didn't want him to wait too long, so sis & me initially really wanna make dinner swift. but unexpectedly he came in, Thank God. Mum & Dad joined Dan for 8 course dinner. So, we were somewhat..at diff places. Anyway, 3 of us finished buffet and took a stroll back..even though there's transport. Well, 3 of us somehow look like 3 笨蛋taking a long way back to carpark, wanna just take a peek at the barracks...cos the other time we didn't get to see them. Sweat way lot~

Back home, i remember my e-mail...forgotten to e-mail outlets on fri, so sat night quickly sent. Bathed & got changed to clothes for st james..at the same time wait for dan & parents to cab back.

On the way, we picked kavan up as well and headed down.
The mistake i think it's so hard to tune..bro & buddies came & join my friends...too big a crowd alr...plus the messy-ness & all the not so appropriate... seem to crash...spoil the fun.

all this all this i dunno how to say.
made the night a bad ending, not a night i wanted rmb. It was suppose to turn out nice..well..for a good farewell for my ger.

that night not good for any of us to rmb...but surely be remembered. I hope this awful-ness & adkwardness between all of us can be resolved. This, I need you God. Help me to...

As for tomorrow to slowly but surely to draw closer. I hope meeting tomorrow without manager will be fine. I remember to pray, for ability to manage day-to-day work & for a mind that keeps everything all positive & clear. Of all, I hope all that has happen will not affect adversely to anyone of us.

happy bday to dan

2009-06-01T10:55:00.002+08:00

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1june09, dan's 21!
Happy bday, i hope dan's doing super well in the jungle. He & team mate will be blessed.

ytd, fall ill le...be well soon... & be prep for HK!

as for esther, God pls bless her..she's currently busy w sch assignment & test.

Mummy & Daddy..Lord pls bless them w good health and that the 3 of us will have time to spend quality time w 'em.

Super miss family times~

1st day without dan

2009-05-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

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so dan reported that he's safely arrived at brunei.
today, somehow esther & i ald started missing him. both of us heard whistling at the door...while opening the door..first thought...dan at the door..but but he's at brunei le... lols... it was actually mum whistling...unexpected!

Somehow, when i pause to think about things..that has happen lately... tear a lil..
Grace still finds it hard to not cry.
Misses everything & everyone she always wants to hold dearly to but always somehow take for granted.

Feeling quite missing...missing a lot in my heart. Firstly, today i just finally met up and had dinner w girlfriends...we had not sat down for dinner for a month le..i thought, but apparently i heard only 3 weeks.. it's me la...feels like so long le. Secondly, left company like my second home..left colleagues like friends... Then, also dan leaving for brunei. like sudden lost..altogether!

anyway, Grace has to embrace what she holds now & keep moving on.

Time to bid farewell to familiar place

2009-05-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

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my second home, it totally feels like it man~
for the one year, one month & one week...from adapting then to finally finding myself a place at m)phosis.

So much so much for this period, from lotsa tears to laughter & joy..i rmb my crying days..finding myself diff to adapt and keep my 'deadlines' alive...finishing work on time! cry for the first 3 months man.. had a lil trouble keeping myself afloat...and maybe adapting not too well at all. cry when i meet my girlfriends...like feel so bad to spoil evryone's mood sometimes..
well, when i finally adapt... i find myself give another opportunity... esp at a bad time like this...I want to cherish..the hope that i can find a career focus in merchandising. I thank God for the chance. Now, it's time to move on move on.

My only and biggest obstacle or reason that i wanna stay initially...took so long to make this decision. It was only for the rarest colleagues at m)phosis. They had made life so nice & memorable.

morning emo-ness

2009-05-10T10:47:00.002+08:00

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Thank boss for friday's dinner! we super jammed up all the way from bukit batok to geylang! lols.. but anyway, dinner's not bad..fresh food & fruits!

Thank eve & irene for coming down w me..:)
wouldn't be the same man..imagine me alone coming.. :P

I surely am trying not to count down ald, cos it makes me feel sad.
It's been super fast..next week it's last week... i'm one year and one month and 3 days old!
This period was full of ups & downs, bitterr & sweet... Have learnt a lot thru all this!

Rare colleagues to have here, very fun and enjoyable..though it took quite some time to finally break the ice there. I'm that kind...but if very 'ripe' le...I'll be quite the crazy ger around! :P

am missing the gers too...we have not met up for close to 3weeks..or a month le man!

hey heys..it's mum day! dan's got a night out but dad says it has to be postpone..cos it's too rushing! family, friends & colleagues are all that I really wanna dearly cherish forever.

Time to move, like soon...

2009-05-08T01:44:00.002+08:00

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the day is getting nearer..

it's next friday, my last day at work.

Seriously, i feeling like darn sad..leaving a place i'm so familiar and having to be ready to step up to new challenges! I shld really thank God though..tt i'm able to find a job during times like this.

Thank God for helping me pull thru..during work... eventually to now- a more competent Grace...grasping most of my knowledge and experience here and i hope i'll do as well as i have done at my current workplace.

Looking back, my hours accumulated of crying & resentment to this & that...it really was nth..not that i'm someone with bad memory...but the result to date...is fruitful.

now that the day is drawing closer...the emo side of me, sinks in pretty badly... I really feel like it's hard to say goodbye. I'm actually so very attached to the place.

i'm busy busy for the past i dunno how many weeks or even months..prep bro's 21 and all sorts..like really resting myself.

I need more more time! There's so many times i just wanna sit down and eat dinner as a whole family..but only 2 times successful.

SO many things i yearn to do! I want just hang out w family, friend and also can spend some quality time w him.

2009-03-27T11:48:00.002+08:00

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today is a terrible day

"disregard & exert pressure...like it's the only thing 'some people' know how to do & do best"

i'm pissed at work..more work to do...and they only know they got more things to do..
i really feel like quitting and slam the letter at their faces le leh!

How long more can I exactly perserve.?..feels like i'm draining all my mental strength!

29 nov. busybusy day.

2008-11-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

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loves to have woke up earlier 29nov, already ytd now.

feels like not too good being late but i really can't help it! perhaps i'm tune to sat..can sleep long longer.. Bad habit hard to cure boy!

well, wellspend day no matter what. ...except w friends spoke abt my secret..something i hope i surely will keep all the way at the back of my mind..something my friends has said to mention..but did!

feels like sick..sick of being reminded of that incident!

i need to blog about this and get it off me! i hope..surely i'll remb to forget.

Work had been real tough on me lately..all i needed to spend time w friends n family.. I need them, because i know tt all i needed is to see them and tok to them, i'll be fine..fine enuff to perserve.

Always believing i could manage to spend time w family and as well as my groups of friends...all i want to keep. but as i try my best to make time for everyone, i seem to have miss out someone else. I want to keep doing my best to keep my friends and family w me..happy & enjoyable all time. but it's too tiring sometimes.. tear a lil and get over it ger.

reflect good

2008-10-18T02:53:00.002+08:00

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everyday i come to a moment, where i look back- there's regrets in my words, thoughts & actions...nothing could reverse the impact/outcome

trying to appear good..well maybe not just good good..but just nice (in the most perfect manner)

"i don't like to be 'like this' but i have to", am totally tired of having to wake my senses. How about being truly real, untouched and undistorted by 'the so-called real world'.

everything good should come from within.

am depressing man.

2008-07-03T23:25:00.003+08:00

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almost a month dust... ~~

actualli am not good. being all resentful and just get through as day comes..I'm not planning at all. Am tired of things..all things at present, prob it family hipcups as well as work tension, I can't help but find present at worst.. Got encouragement from family & friends..prayed to God.. Tried to drill myself..i should not worry n totally get upset daily..

But still..i find myself..losing that simple contentment and happiness.. i already don't smile often...i tink i lost it all..even the false front.. I NEED TO HELP MYSELF! Can only try..try on day by day and hopefully I can find hope in future..

my thoughts

2008-06-07T03:21:00.003+08:00

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totally, am feeling pai seh.. everybody kept making fun of me lor!
whatever it is, today still am glad to meet up friends. had to forget all about work and just loosen up!

constantly saying i'm tired and sort, i hate being so! i need to pull myself away from this..
not being able to getaway..to Australia..plus current workplace de thing... exhaust me totally!

so exhausting...i really can't imagine i can work for years..future months, i totally want to give up working! need all the strength & courage!

i wish weekend was longer

2008-05-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

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totally hope so...that when i wake up tmr.. and finds that its still a weekend!

man..probably saturday was a working day for me. Totally hate it! i wanna go out and enjoy..enjoy my weekends properly.

tmr gonna get back to work and start mugging..once more...and 4...hopefully ain't 5 more days to count down to.
i need a new job..looking for one.. and i'm not sure if i should at least stay put till probation 3months man... still in dilema.. i need my path..lord.

I need strength to continue..i need strength to move on and to make my decisions.

keeping my journal company

2008-05-22T00:15:00.004+08:00

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well..it just might mean that i'm feeling here &there..
yyeah..brought work home to do..but just feel like it man!

Shall just do up a bit..if not tmr..no matter how i ever rush also cannot finish!

rashes is getting much better...but still am scratching.. got a scratch marks all over! i want them out of my body!tinking and still tinking..its about work again..should i continue or shld i switch..?

21st birthday

2008-05-21T00:47:00.019+08:00

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strawberry shortcake
"I took quite sometime to consider..anyway, i got this because its cheaper!" lols...but its was actually not bad man..the cream din taste so fattening and creamy! looks feminine hor.. but my fave is the coco exotic..!

"family means no one is left behind"

I pray that lord will keep my family together for as long...
no matter how angry we get with one another, we forgive & forget.

my bestie friends!
"thanks for being around, all of you make me a special individual"

"..for better or for worst. friends for life! cheers!

To my dear friends, thanks so much for being around!
"friends that stay very much together no matter where they are."

past that 21

2008-05-21T00:35:00.002+08:00

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21 year 4omins old am i.
back to work yesterday was a total torture. was scratchy..itchy! am feeling totally drain once again..each time i left work..not w any sign of relief that work is over, not that work is done.. always with heavy eye lids and tired body & mind! always and constantly in my mind...reminding myself what i have left with to continue to work on tmr! forever and ever..work is constantly much too tiring me! always wanna ot to finish work..but sometimes when even my other colleague is gonna go off...i really don't feel good to continue..am scared..of alone... but sometimes..am more scared that my work is not done!

am totally aware that i shldn't job hop or not not preserve..but constant work stress has become quite bad..got pretty bad temper sometimes... today..shld be meeting up for dinner at kallang, but ended up eating somewhere nearer.. cry n make a fuss over it..feeling like so dislikeable self...totally hate it..

I pray that god can lead me somewhere, somewhere i can feel work is constantly challenging yet very accomplishing and enjoyable. whereby at the end of each day...i don't always always feel down and dead.

am 21.

2008-05-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

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is finally here..am 21 now.

celebration is done. but really am feeling not too good about something..bugging me totally that i can't sleep.

the thing is that i wasn't firm abt telling my bro that his friends shld go..so that my friends that were my buddies...that i really wanna invited that night.. they had to sleep at the living rm area.. i guess we shld habe enjoyed it more if my bro's friends has go off earlier..like really got into games and bunk in the sleeping room.

I noe i really shld not hold it to my heart...but i can't help it!
I pray that lord can help me forget this and that i could make it up for them the next time round!

by the minute, i really am feeling older..it comes w more responsibility and definitely aging, I really am feeling tired abt current job. It's draining my energy off, to endless mountains of work. I hope that i can find another job that i could really enjoy doing.

I pray that when i go to work later in the morning, I can finish and really just finish my job. Pls take away the itch and rashes that are irritating me also.. feeling rather horrible..

it hurts feeling this bad now, shld be feeling like good..it's my birthday anyway..

i'm married to my work!

2008-05-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

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Boy boy boy...been rusty dusty for quite a while!
hehees.. married to work for exactly a month! today's one month anniversary man..
Just realised....damn sian man..

Work environment is not bad..at least I think I really like working w most of my colleague. They are friendly and funny. But but...my workload is sometimes so deadly...i feel like dying man!

My table is always piled w never ending things to be done..done by tmr, today, next week...so on and so forth...toooo many notes & reminder! too little time & too many tasks!

I'm actually already looking at a job my brother was recommending. It actually is what I have always thought of doing! I wanna give it a try...hopefully... but it feels like bad...work for barely one month...and thinking of another job.. I surely hope if i got the other job...it really is what I love to do!

Many things have happen in fact...aside from this permanent job.. people around me... feels sad man... affected by what's happening...really hope jiaying's mum willl get well, dad will be fine...everyone to be well.

Got to pray..that God would watch over all of us! bless me w more strength to handle my emotion, more strength and ability to finish work faster, more time for family, more time for my friends, more time to sit down and pray.. less worries.. less tire myself... & find time to get away to Australia or just anywhere else for a good break.

last day of march

2008-03-30T15:39:00.003+08:00

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boy..time flies...so ever quickly...i'm scared.

been sometime since I last wrote here...
all rights..now I'm done with Diploma and searching and looking out for jobs then probably study again.

I seriously need to know what I really really one! I pray for guidance.. to a path that leads me on..

yeah~ ytd stayed over at ah loo's place..and also celebrated her 21st birthday!
had lotsa fun and luff-ter..best times! i tink its the bestie antidote to all worries and sadness! let tmr worry for itself! =D

Back & Forth

2008-01-12T01:56:00.000+08:00

Sometimes or perhaps as always... I'm thinking if I hadn't chosen right.

Right or Wrong...I can only conclude that "it is this way". This way that is I have decided.

Things might have resulted differently if I made a different decision...
I might..I might have...

All Possibilities, I say
Could be disappointment, could be just different from what I thought would turn out

Who would have thought so...

2008

2008-01-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

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Can't believe man...! it's 2008 le!
too fast le ba! better be a goodie year oki...2008! I hope 2008 bring me more strength and love! lols =P

i'm still counting down...

2007-12-31T14:25:00.001+08:00

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Like very long...to 2008... haha..that's because i woke up earlier...lols
Like 11 leh...that's early..compared to my owl timing..!

Today seems like a fine day! Haha..gonna go have dinner and countdown later with my bestie friends... Although stomach not very well man..but still dinner should be fine ba!

Ya looking good man- 31 dec 2007! I tink i'm loving this day!

it is almost there...2008

2007-12-31T03:20:00.000+08:00

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It is hard accepting the new year to come man..2007 has been too quick a year.

Can't quite remember what i've done up til now...big things or small things...good things or bad things...i must be tired..brain cells died-ed at this time of the night or day!

ehm..i must be semi-conscious ba...like kinda know what i'm doing, also at the...i don't really know.

the new year shall be a better...a good one! I surely hope.
I pray for a good guy to come into my life. hhaha...my first first wish for 2008!
Followed by my direction for my future..i really wish i could be clearer of what i really want..and of course blessings from God to everyone who has showered me with endless care and myself. that's all i guess =D

lil ger can get thru this

2007-12-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

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Aren't deceiving myself..No no..can't deceive myself...!
No matter what is happening or that has happened, I'm gonna put them all behind!

I'm not gonna tear over it! but..It's so so difficult! Actually...i don't even know if I can do it. but I'm gonna stop being all pathetic!

I'm gonna be that strong lil ger!
God help me to get through this.

eve of christmas

2007-12-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

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i've been wondering where have my forward looking to this year's x'mas gone to exactly!! right now, i'm like okie! it's x'mas! but..not feeling like exactly very very excited man...

Yeah, my mummy & daddy have bought like tons of food! but tonight everybody's gonna be either working or celebrating...i'm gonna go church almost like..alone.
i thought i will take all the nice food esp sakae sushi...but i'm juz taking that bit of food, turkey and cake..

praying for all the nice feelings of x'mas to come back..back to me

Take my music & Listen

2007-12-22T01:57:00.000+08:00

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Life is the bed of roses...not just the lovely scent, not just the lovely petals, remb the thorns that pricks...

yeah. i'm hurt inside.. unsure of whether it was real... Perhaps when i'm crying n crying, it'll stop and i forget the hurt for a while.. i know i will..

i get over fast..yeah...most of the time.. i'm glad i am so...
so on the outside, every single day i appear all fine..

of course there are days i'm glad, i'm happy, i'm contented, i'm elated, i'm upset, i'm angry, i'm scared, i'm so silly, i'm so contridicting, i'm so defeated, i'm... i'm all mix feelings but of all, i know i'm all that i am.
Not all pretentious, not all real at the same time.

it's terrible, now that i list about all that i know or think of myself at this time n state of mind.. This is me?

My precious break

2007-12-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

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Yeah~ it prob would be only this weekend and the coming x'mas mini break.

i'm super tired man. it's major proj, been sick for quite some time liao... its the food poisoning then the flu and cough, but it sure has to heal. I'm always praying for tip top health. ABOUT 1 month plus more! I want to strive for my major project.

Throughout major proj critics, i'm seen to take the harsh words and all. but...i'm really not that strong! I need all the strength to fight against my weakness, that is to tear! I'm close to tearing the prev prev presentation. I'm so glad candace was around, at least i know her comforting words always help me not to give up.

I really am expecting a good good x'mas this year. Let my hair down and just enjoy! Please..please...just nice time for all my friends and me!

2 weeks of my mini break

2007-09-17T02:46:00.000+08:00

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finaallly man...my goodness

"break!"

i love & hate this...i'm in for a lot of thoughts... Think a lot leh~ wad to do!? lols... contridicting am i..

yeah..today's the start of break...am looking if i can continue to blog everyday...very difficult though... lazy until max liao!

damn fan nuo...was i true to myself? maybe its just me, think n think..forever still there... when it happens, it happen..hees! whatever le!

jialat man..heard of touching story forever drop tear de...but too bad la.can't change le ba..haha

here i am, typing some notes for sis...tink i am getting mind block...reading social studies..OMG! i sure hope i can tahan longer~!

at last!

2007-09-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

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hoho..yeah! finally, got myself free from project ytd...

gotta cont soon coz next week's submission again.. still am glad for this lil break =D today was suppose to watch hairspray..but its cancelled le... i wanna watch no reservations..hees.. am greedy eh! wahhaha... i waant morreee!

after next week gotta try on a new module, it's call constructed textile i tink... hees...gonna learn sum knitting skills. i sure hope i can do it! =P

omg..i almost forgot about napfa...shit..i heard that mine is next next week...OMG! i pray that i can make it... hees <(~_~)>

2007-08-29T01:06:00.000+08:00

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these days, i dunno why..but i feel like i'm getting to use to what it is now...

at least its this bloc, beginning week 2 ald... I noe like the way it is...
Work is still done but at a more lax pace...I noe more work is gonna be in, but it feels great to be at my pace, being able to at least make time for family and friends.

I'm expecting more work..this weekend..because next week my presentation is due. Lately, had met up with friends, love the time spent. It is time worth while. Within the last week, many things happened, but we all moved on. My friend broke up with her bf. I noe she really upset and all i could do was to be by her side and comfort her. Seeing many tings happening around me, esp when work choking myself during the last few blocks..i noe i'm feeling tired..mind n soul...

I'm feeling like i needed someone i want rely on. Maybe i'm just tired, maybe the somebody has or had already appeared in my life... i'm still tinking.. In a way, i tink i'm scared to saying 'yes' to someone..esp when i'm unsure of what i felt is real or not.

then again, finding the correct person is not easy...
i tink its like correct timing, correct person and correct feelings...
I'm still searching in my heart..

these days...

2007-08-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

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today.
all things said..poured out...cried out.
lesson learnt:
learn to let love grow and let love go

i luff-ed n cry-ed today. but i'm glad.

the ah loo la...made me luff like there's no xing xiang at all! borned joker ar... not me man...bad joker! hees :D

ytd...
things start well until the end of day.
smooth sailing like there was almost nothing to worry abt.
den ting&xin and myself went the watch secret. it was a nice movie..even made me wanna catch it agn.. boy...the main character played by Jay chou..I like him!

(grins) the mysterious guy w a bit of joker in him...n he's so talented and caring..i'm loving it...

keep dreaming...

ended the last hrs w sad news from my friends..
and immersed myself w work..that i finally gave up and rest.

all i want to rest.

Chill its weekends

2007-07-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

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super shiok! What can i ask more? a good rest.
I spent my fri evening,night with my friends...really its an enjoyment!

although in the end NO movie...wad seh... so many pple still catching transformer! until the seat so shity! Cause me.. not to be able to watch it!

But the makan at sakae and drink at star bucks made friday a nice day. Expect sat to be a day of work and a evening, night of enjoyment agn! that's wad i call a "play hard, work hard" attitude!

freetime saturday!

2007-07-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

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abt sat...though its sunday le!
it's so enjoyable to be able to eat dinner and chat so long with i4...
been so long since we've all tok this long..and its at 85..can't remb how long ago i've been to the makan place.

tmr..must clear something at home le..My..! my stuff's like kind of messy! gotta do something abt it!

VENEDÌ VENTI LUGLIO DUE MILLA SETTE

2007-07-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

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finalmente! Ho tempo libero per il fine settimana!

This block has been a busy one, especially the last week. Minimal sleep and food!

Been like months of no writting here... update a bit...
Previously>> after count down to the day..haha.. and today is exactly one month after 20 may! (turning 20 on 20) hees..Say bye bye to 1_.. This year's birthday was really nice, especially when it's with family and friend!

Then came june..back to skool..start of busyness..
my daily schedule for the block
Staying at skool from 9am to 9pm! unbelievably long.. after that somemore cont to do project till wee hours (so bad that sometimes no slp!)

^
All have passed

This week.. haha..finally fin this blk's module..italian and tage! Projects and test! This weekend is dedicated to resting! Nothing else but rest...all the time for myself!

Coming week..To watch simpsons! Waiting for it till my neck also long le!

last 2 weeekss of internship!

2007-05-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

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so quickly time passed~! the 2 month internship is left w juz 2 weeks!
and in about 72 hrs or so...its gonna be my birthday! hohoho~pretty happy this year..so looking forward to it!

today..all is fine.
went to work...talked and laugh a lot to senior, reina...n of cos some gossipping! In fact,nth crop up when i was doing my design assignment. mayb...becos of the invitation to mister singapore on my birthday somemmore! muhahaha~ too glad. :D

I'm starting to get so used to work.. (like i was dreading to go work before) haha...but oso at the same time missing some good times at skool. Gotta take a good break before going back for final yr! Ganbatte! I oso hope for a wonderful birthday to come!

internship..hmmm~

2007-04-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

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2nd day of internship..a little better than yesterday. At least for one thing..that is I had lunch with a group..not alone like yesterday.

Smiles~ today...data entry~ data entry~ data entry~ lOOk at the computer screen all day man! hope that i can finish that tmr..and start something different... more outdoor exposure..iwant~

can't smile~ cos the proj that's dued on 20 apr..still like no progress...

And i'm still thinking at good cost visual merchandising...hope i could do something to help out..swimwear collection...

i can't slp well man..these days..keep worry about this and that...
Learn the art of relaxing and to go to sleep with all ease...

still thinking~ hees :D

do not open!

2007-03-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

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beginning to feel locked up..

"open up, let..allow others to walk into your live..."
Why is it so difficult? It's like when someone tries to walk beside me, I would walk faster..and faster. I hope to be far, far, far away!

Don't wanna to smile to anyone anymore! It's like difficult...so difficult to achieve these all.. It's like i'm having this cover..this layer! Seems like telling people to Stay Away!

I don't wanna smile all the time..at everyone! It's just not me! FAKE you know~

Last night, as my sister and I lay on the bed...we had talked all night. Lots of matters we talked about, many of those..funny and embarassing incidents. I was glad to be able to talk it all out.

oh yes..my brother went to Bangkok. Hope everything's fine and hope he'll get some nice clothing for me! haha~

yeah~chocolate everyday for at least these few weeks already! little delicacies make my life a little happier~ Chocolate Addict..beware~! choco monster.

29 march 2007

2007-03-29T03:28:00.000+08:00

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been bored..not that there's nothing to do at all man!! damn~i lazy!
I've got this one month project. DEADLINE 20APRIL okai~!
And ya~ my internship's starting on 2nd April leh~i'm kinda scared..HAhA..me scared! lols.

gotta get ready man!
2 month in all..1 month in the marketin dept and the other in designing! still remember!! the company's ulu ulu..hopefully, joanna's internship company's not too far apart! 2 months leh...i'm like a kid la...nobody accompany me! a little lost in a new place..environment~!

soon~ gonna be yr3 le...final year!
major proj! presentation! sourcing! costing! n more to come!
God help me! heard that there's many works to be done...

and i hope, to go Taiwan next year...SAVE MONEY HOR! i mean myself..
ENJOY~(just thinking of it makes me...wee~)

Super Woman - Cao Ge 曹格

2007-03-29T02:36:00.001+08:00

super ability in every woman'

Shavers!

2007-03-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

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ya...ytd worked for this event. To break the Guiness World Record. There was actully 1580 male participant. All shaving at the very point in time to break the record!
Some guys were cute man! hee :D

All in all the day's okay..except for the beginning of the event, so angry la..that idiot XXS guy..say like as though me and my friend couldn't get in S.. It wasn't as though we weren't listening...we were right in front of him man! how could he? We dun even noe that guy...and at first impression he actually did this! freaking angry...spoil the mood!

Things turned out better! Who noes? funnny..after everyone changes into the tee we were suppose to wear... my friend and i could regconise him anymore! let bygones be bygones den! lols..

grey clouds slowly dissapearing! yupie

2007-02-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

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oh yeah...everything is falling into place.. the interview ytd turn out smoother than i thought! yup..its still proj! although there's a block free! my break's going to end on 25 feb...who noes mayb i get another break! lols...

Wanna go australia during June man!!..but yup money and time?! hopefully~ haha..lotsa dreams man! not juz dreams of hopes but dreaming as in at night...weird man..my brain works a lot and realli well at night...ESP WHEN EYES CLOSED! haha...during this break..gets a lot of stuff stuck in my mind...dreaming of a lot of things which i eventually forget the next morning! its tiring man..not enuff rest brain! stop dreaming okie? lols...i habe to do that man..the brain's juz too hardworking!

but the sip company's kind of ulu ulu leh.. i took a nearly one hr journey back home..tire me completely.. and ya lor...i was in heels..2 inches tall At Least! lihai ba! (~-~)b but amazingly..the tiredness totally disappear once i reach home... its my brain mah! :P totally hardworking when comes to understanding the tv serials and the games i was playing!

now its..12.32AM! haha...i wanna totally rest liao lo! (too bad brain's still at work!)

end of block..and a block of free time 15% & 85%proj

2007-01-29T02:47:00.000+08:00

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been really down on lucky anyone would say..did all the damn dumb things i could ever have done..

in skool..thought tt i lost my card..but actualli its in the pencil case all time! then the next day..lost moi memory card.. proj that juz ended...din end up as well as i wanted to... the card tt i lost has ald been deactivated..damn~ i gotta activate it agn or make a new one... MEmory's failing me..as i juz can't remember stuff! are my memory cells draining away or wad! not smooth-sailing at all..at least for a week or so ald!

todae..as in ytd la..28jan.. was really mad..
waited like a dumb ass..for an hr plus... i was realli freaking mad..like almost wanted to scream at my friend if she ever pick up my call.. when she finally msg after calling her for like a million time..i wanted to flare man..but i din.. becos i juz couldn't man.. wad had went through my mind is that she'll be late or that she had forgotten and headed back home... when i called the hse..nobody replied... despite waiting for 50 mins or so ald..i kept on waiting...although i told myself..45 mins i'll leave..1 hr..i'll leave...10 mins more..more... and so in the end i juz went to meet up another friend... i wasn't and i din felt angry! i really wasn't.. i thought i would be angry...like really angry.. but i din feel a slight...angry feeling..

ltr...at night tok to my bro... ya the anger sort of came..esp..when i was telling him abt the incident.. as i wrote..tears uncontrollably fell... can't help it man..once a crybaby forever one le...

rewind.. 27jan...celebrated edwin's birthday..20 birthday! awaken me..that i'm gg to be 20 too... still at the 19 man me! it's really been a long time since we've met.. time passed realli quickly... its all i ever really wanted for the start of the 2007...

EVERYONE! BE HOPEFUL! its 2007...a brand new start for all the happiness u deserve to set in! treasure all that u have..

free block beginning today...hopefully my application for cdi proj comes forth successfully.. and also road to completing my portfolio to be smooth-sailing God!

embark on the journey 2007

2007-01-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

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well..i begin the year with full of hope and it was almost crush this very hope for a brand new year! Mummy gotten warded..fortunately with medication she is going to all rite.. dan's and mummy's wallet on the very night of new year day~! and the family scream at the top of our voices.. It was suppose to be good start...Why!?

Anyway, life still has to move on... not too glad or happy..but at least still today the family's at peace.

tomorrow start skool le...like its really long not going to skool~ dunno who's gonna be in the same subject!

let's not let this bring everything happy down!
All rite..x'mas holiday-ing is great! Went to shop shop relax and eat ah! fun-filled..although we couldn't take the flying coaster! We took..let me count.. eh..corkscrew, log fume...all in all 5-6 rides! wow~ haha.. but the damn ride on log fume habe to be done w a little help (D-I-Y) wahaha...slow like dunno wad la..me,dan and esther push ourselves though almost the entire journey..can u imagine? if ya wondering where..its Genting! We tried lotsa Hong Long cafe there too! Shop shop and really eat makan!

Before Genting, we were at KL.. A difference part of KL where we used to travel too...but also not to far la... F&B super sucky!! Our first meal upon arrival somemore leh!! haha..we order fish&chips..mee and some other food..terrible..we were like oh man..the most fresh food on the table is the potato..! Anywhere..after that we went to Kenny roger la..their roadside stall and food center! They were great..haha far cry from the food at the hotel!

At least the end of 2006 is good! lotsa x'mas and new year greeting..warmed my heart.. went to a great and empowering service with fionna and qian..Rest in the Lord! I'll bear in mind.. Celebration of both fio and qian's birthday was great! so long..then were we able to gather and really get together..2006 was diff..we didn't send fio.. will we cry upon departure? but we definitely hoped she was well and happy! Even though this year, no x'mas gathering w i9..i sure hope their brand new year will be filled w all the happiness. hope to see ya all soon! This blog would bring a nice closure to 2006! :D

fri 13 is probably not the only unlucky day

2006-10-20T01:31:00.000+08:00

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:( gosh..today many bus delays..on the way to skool and on the way home!! waited darn long..ended up walking from interchange!
what's wrong man? the com i used in skoool hang and it juz din co-operate!! I juz can't stand it and ended up w a wee bit of work and decide to do tmr.. went to interchange and wanted to get cosmetics and remover..but i couldn't get it despite going to a few shop!
shitty man!
gotta do lotsa of work tmr to catch up!
also..i juz got my timetable..i had to go skool from 9 - 12 on a certain block!
aiyo~ bang my head on the wall le la~
Zzz~

childrens' day!

2006-10-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

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yeah~ how i love childrens' day! fri went to the childcare to celebrate w the kids childrens' day. it felt really good esp when they crowd around to talk n interact with me. They also wanted me to stay longer..oh man.. so kawaii!! My mum taught them a little jap before and they could rmb them quite clearly.. so cong ming leh! haha.. they had little concert n their western lunch esp for childrens' day. i could see that they enjoyed! so after their thanksgiving they ate and cleared them. After which they talk to me about lotsa stuff..highly confidential k? haha~ =D They bathed and den took their nap. How envious?! Their innocence and how clever they were. They impressed me!
I wished i could take that nap. a nap i practically didn't have to worry about or think about stuff... i wish i am able to help out in their graduation concert! yeay~how to seee them!

BBQ

2006-09-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

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had bbq todae...as a form of gathering and also at the same time celebrating my friend's b'day! yeah! been really reallly long since i9 had a full attendance! 9 present 0 absent Wow! K.O.!!muhahha~!! cake smashing on face is fun u noe..esp when the victim is not u! :P:Pbleah!! now..this 2 week break is passing by realli fast! hope tt i can do wad i wanna do..like going to sentosa n watching movie.. yeah..sound great!!
move it~

my own time

2006-09-18T02:34:00.000+08:00

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it's been a long long time since i last blog-ged...I noe...i'm a lazy lazy ger! just cleared my table and wardrobe..all the dust.. as usual..rearrangement..reading the letters n cards..haha..memories~ also took a look at friendsters..seen updates of pictures..mostly :D

been looking at companies i want to work with during my attachment...still uncertain.. how time flies man..in a blink..i'm like in yr 2..boy..its fast

Time only seems to matter when it's running out.
--Peter Strup

What we love to do we find time to do.
--John L. Spalding

There is time for everything.
--Thomas Edison

Time is
the rhythm of life,
the tempo of pendulum moving back and forth;
But to me Time is not this consistent.
Time is
the beat of my own life.
--Grace =D

I'm drunk

2006-07-16T13:00:00.000+08:00

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neber felt this drunk in moi life..i'm feeling exhausted,low and realli lost...
a touch me not...feeling very insecure! bringing myself away..away...
and moi back aches like no warning...so much so..i couldn't slp well at all..
i realli want to fin dis block fast and get on to a long rest...at least a little rest from the world...its probably the reason to moi pain in the back..

a fool

2006-07-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

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woke up lid 4.30am dis morning..oh my!! Damn long din wake up dis early man.. ended up i rmb wrongly..i tot working todae la...shitty lor... lucky i'm at eunos only..made a U-turn back home! oh man..on the way back..walked damn fast..hoping tt nobody recognise me..was totally angered by myself..how could i habe been this blur? kept blabbering as i walk... f***! i was like going mad..if anyone were to touch me..i'm gonna box the person man!
so i went back and slept..only slept after a while... slept all the way till 3pm..ate porridge...den all the day..i was watching tv
evening went to a campfire..felt totally adkward...anyway..saw pple tt i damn long din c..haha.. a friend drove my sis n i back..din take a correct turn..n we ended up at reservoir...my sis n i walked to the park where we played the see-saw, swing and all that u can see at the playgound..wahaha... after tt we went to buy prata n teh ping...haha...
now watching the tang po hu saw..super lame can...
gotta slp after the show man...tmr gotta work early..

Soga bonita and family~

2006-07-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

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watched w dadDy..haha.. nice match man~ way to go Zidane!
if only i could be more patient to daddy n mummy all the time..kept telling myself tt..i find myself not able to do so most of the time..
its not tt the family is not well..juz that we're spending time on our own stuff.. family time..n effort to get together..lesser n lesser... yeah..we get together well esp during our holiday trips..truely unforgettable memories..each time we went o'ersea..sumtimes chalet... Looking back..i felt realli fortunate n lucky..my family got to visit..Malaysia..Indonesia..Thailand and Korea together! Our first experience w snow in Korea! i miss the traditional bed Koreans lay on the floor to slp on..the food sumtimes..haha..(eat the grilled meat almost everday wen we were there, got kinda sick of for a period of time)..but i muz say the ginseng chicken n wine..is good..esp when the weather was -6 degress outside..the feeling was absolutely great! Played snowball-ing! haha..
at Malaysia..mostly the area of KL..we kind of explore the area...haha...as a family we are good at exploring man!
I oso experience o'erseas trip w classmate n cca friends..always will home sick de! haha!
oh man..cca gonna go japan..haha..i'll save up to go man! an experience i've been searching!! muhaha...still got 2years plus to save up! my goal!

Recently..sum stuff are weighing in my heart.. I clearly unsure wad i tink is correct or not.. Feel like saying:"Convince me sumbody!" I sumhow can't convince myself..

Alone?!

2006-07-05T04:22:00.001+08:00

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haha..stayed up to watch germany's match against italy..no score yet! I'm all alone..everyone else has to wake up early..no choice :(
anyway..moi sis b'dae..hees... wanna get her stm but realli dunno whether she'll like wad i buy..so i decided to bring her to the shop..hees:D but...she din like like the idea..wad sia..
toking on the phone a while ago..habing hiccups.. tired man..even though there's not much to do...
Soon..proj brief n ya..there's the big wave...work to come?!?!
misc work i'm doing...i tink..at least stm la...
moi friend's returning to Australia cont. her education..felt so bad..initially tot of going out more often..but eventually forgot..
Anyway..i hope the dinner w sum of our sec classmates will be memorable n enjoyable! That's plan for thurs...fri another hrp of friend..hope tt nth gets into my way!! muhahaha...
oh ya..toking abt lookin at gifts for moi sis..haha..went to Century sq..n haha ate..oh man...moi huge appitite!! haha..had prata n waffle w ice-cream..n i tot i would juz eat a little went i get back home..moi mum cooked a lot to celebrate moi sis's b'day..N I ENDED UP EATING A LOt AT HOME!! oh no!!
laziness n huge appetite!! ====fatiness...lols
anyway..the cake was delicious..moi favorite chocolate cake..moi poor sis din get to eat her favorite taste..i suan her summore... din meant to suan her tt badly..she looks pretty sad man.. haha..shall cheer her up! Cheers!

i'm a spoiler!

2006-06-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

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shitty man..spoil moi grp's ppt.. wad went wrong...forgot wad to say..even forgot to loook at moi notes.. whole lot of nonsense..damn sad man~
anyway..on the way home..was like smiling but in my mind, i was tinking of moi ppt..
how could i not overcome..the nervousness!? so angry..as in myself.. everyone tried to put in their best..
moi goal..to do well in the next ppt!
put in sum confidence man..gRace!
bad day for me..=(

yes yes..reminded to input..hees

2006-06-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

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todae's like the 5th day of block 3.. oh man..realli tired..but i musT survive!
survive grAce..den next block can more or less break..!
yeah~ moi friend studying in Australia's break..actually quite fast man..but after this she's gg for her degrees..guess i can't tok to her as much..
as usual..i'm feeling tired... feel tired easily..esP wen it comes to doing work..berry berry lazy..Grace!

lets rewind man..abt 1 week ago le ba
tt day..ald rushing for class..but i saw sum dirt in the kitchen basin area.. aNd So i started cleanin instead to rushing to skool.. theEE!! i was mad! ya lor..i tot so!!
i saw the brushes was dirty..threw all away..w/o even checkin if there were new ones!?! lols..onli when sumbody wanted to brush den i realiseD!! muhaha...gancheong man! haha..luckily got 3 brushes..n 2 more!! where to find..lol
i was smart! the airline brushes...haha... used lid for 2 3 days..until i bought 'em at queenstown!! at queenstown!! believe me..i'm crazy.. went w bro to get daddy a pair of jogging shoes...everyone tinks we're a couple!!?? n summore 2 brushes together!?! lols..n to tink tt i din tink of buying more extra ones! now den i remember..beta get sumone to buy.. whoelse..moi daddy or mummy la!
hahaha..
oh ya..moi bro n i missed our stops la..suppose to drop off at queenstown mrt station.. ended up..we went to jurong! we even saw..SP n clementi..how could we..so blur... lols..wasted time travelling.. actuaali wanna go look at the blinds for the window...haha..changing our hse stuff.. luckily we din go! i wonder wad would we look like! gosh!

anyway..went to skool today..er ytd..din ppt for todae! haha..
went to harbourfront centre on wed..first timr man..
so ulu ulu la..
little shopping places..but accessible..n variety of food..
b4 tt was paragon..went around..quite a bit of crowd even though its a wed..haaha
after all the collection of details for proj..went to starbucks..had the potato salad and ice caramel..gosh...tummyache man..wad a toopid combi..

poor eating habits man grace! been eating a lot lately! haha..n lotsa late slp..all becos of world cup..all worth it! yeah~!!

oh yeah~! Wagashi..yuMMy YuM!

2006-06-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

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oh yeah..lack of slp so much...but when doing the wagashi event eyes open! lols
damn it~ so tired had ddddddddddiiiiiiiissssssssss much stuff to do~!! lols... I introduced wad wagashi day was..
yeah..wagashi- general term for japanese confectioney...
ichigo daifuku
sakura mochi
and many more...lols... flipping the recipes...oh man~!! drooling~!! had a gud break when doing and helping out in the event today.. ready for work tmr~!! Ganbatte kudasai~!
oh well..me fionna amanda qian went to food street..apparently..i got lost~! haha...at chinatown..wonder if pple tot y dis tourist so dumb dumb looking..LOLZ..
finally found the place...haha..ate sum food..not too bad man..ahaha.. had carrot cake.rojak.wanton mee.fruit salad w ice cream~
hees...habe to curb ya becoming bigger appetite man grace~! =P
went back to lab all alone..feeling weird..hhaa..noone else..and its pretty dark..oh man..i hate n am scared of darkness.. oh well..had to save moi stuff to bring home to cont to work on.. Luckily i made tt trip la...i left moi personal cd..containing pics n all... took it back~ phew~!! hahaa..
took bus 33 back all the way back alone..oh..i hate being alone... inevitably feel sad... but there were nice songs on perfect..safe me man!
not too bad..i guess dis Wagashi day event went pretty well..
oh yeah~ an orientation for subcomm members...hope it'll be terribly horribly fun...i like terrible n horrible ting!! lols...joking eh~

hate to say dis..but on the 'alone' journey home..felt like wanting to tell sumone sumting..but in the end..i still din do tt... is dis wad i realli want..i tink moi heart can't convince myself tt it's all true after all~!
mayb its the tiredness in work and all..dun wanna do any more stuff to make me more tired..

Another place to wipe n clean! haaha

2006-06-13T02:11:00.000+08:00

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yeah~ was cleaning moi hse..den another webby... oh..i'm lazy..lazy to type in wad i want to say or wad is happening!? me n sis had great nite makan ever since she's on break while...i'm rushing assgment!! LOLS! good n yummy food! feel fat ald..but..who care!! hhaa.. :P
yeah..i'm gonna say it agn..moi break is during August...gonna work to earn sum money for OSIP! moi GOAL!! n also muz keep watching soccer World cuP! dis time...seen onli a few matches..onli tt socer chn has it all! shitty~!
kind of no life..work all week den break tt one two day...and den cont to work,...like shit sumtimes~

tmr will be a better day! =D

BiG walk~!

2006-05-21T12:22:00.000+08:00

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yeah~!! ytd had celebration w i9(ting..xin..ah loo and darren w his gf)made the not-so-looking-forward-to-19th birthday me felt wonderful..thanz man pple..
The cake idea is bagus(good)!! i like..the t-shirt and neckless and moi food and lattea strawberry! n many pple sending me greetings..appreciated the thought..n rmb-ing moi b'day!
ltr at hme..agn man..cake w family...had pics taken n sang 'happy birthday'! I love that very day!
Coming back to todae...
almost couldn't get up..luckily xin msg...was actualli enjoying moi msg tone...until i got alerted.. lolS~
walk till nicole highway den walked to busstop to take a bus the bugis macdonald... haBe breakfast! haha!
Go man! big walk! we shall go agn! nextyR! hahha =P
Ya!! todae amanda's b'day! happi b'day ger! hees!

biRthdae

2006-05-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

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had celebration on the eve w moi cca friends..felt happy man..caught by a little surprise.. Enjoyed moiself.thanz for the cake n birthday song
anyway..its pass 1.10am 20 may 2006.19 year-old turn abt~
din lid realli look forward to.juz wanna enjoy the day~!
it'll last for another 22hrs 50mins..times passing lid fast...
the 24-hr dun seemed enough..
nxt week got 3 projs actualli...to be submitted!
-tired-

Was home all day ytd~

2006-04-16T03:49:00.001+08:00

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bad day..speaker of laptop n com down..at The SAme time?! wad sia!
feeling easily tired..emtionally~ i have lid a short-term memory man..things tt juz happen on fri..i actualli forgot.i took sum time to recall! oh my!?!
right now listening to songs on radio, dancing when the song made me wanna dance! lols..at dis time..almost 4am le yeh~! crazy man!
everything change man~ people, environment and all.. have i not notice the gradual change? i dunno man~ i'm so so slow la...lols
move on man..grace~! gotta keep 'running', even though u noe tt its exhausting.
even when others stop 'running' le. as long as u keep moving on sincerely, sumone will eventually understand u!
haha..okok loh..gotta slp le

2006-04-16T03:49:00.000+08:00

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work?

2006-03-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

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yeah~ working at addidas..as data entry employee...lols..
quite cool..though the job a little similar to my previous one..
not feeling kinda bored..juz tired...haha..been losing slp..chit chat times w sis..till she slps..she's always the one who leave me alone and ZZzzz~
bad man...panda eyes! oh no!
muz lose weigh n get enuff slp!
that's all..tmr gg sentosa lo.. hope all tings gr8!

itchy~scratchy~

2006-03-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

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oh~ the scatchy n itchy feeling.. wad's tt coming o'er me! gEt it off for me sum1!! had dis lid suddenly..anyway..was lid 1..2 mths le...haha..:P
juz lid the itch..holiday borederm..well juz get loss all rite? i'm tired of being dis lazy! can't get it rite actualli..while being bz(i onli hope the busy-ness would go away at once!)
down down down! i'm so 'down'!! deep down sumwhr..mi body's dying! too tired or too lose screw man..me!

been slacker 24/7

2006-03-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

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been slacking at home and onli recently got up frm slacking..haha.. not totally man..organising a pri skool gathering..looking forward to the coming! went out w sum buddies and one upcoming event at sentosa..
moi life is lid messed up...probably too much time at home..too frastrating at home..At home, wad i do? quarelling..browsing the webby..chatting and doing mani stuffs lid i've neber done(lid sooo long at it)too much tv..!?! wahaha~
Too lazy is probably the rite ans!

alive~

2006-02-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

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been realli sick for 4 days man..3 days down w fever and i almost died!
Hees=D finally beta and gg well!
today..went to skool even though no more lessons le! change of system...argh~! Why the sudden change!? Hahahha...new sem will different le la.. habe to move on ah!
the last time i blogged...dec 2005 sia...haha
damn long ya..poly's been bz untill...recently..gonna be the hols agn!
oh no..damn broke liao..muz earn $$ ...work!!!workk...

back!

2005-12-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

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not MIA anymore!!
haha...wa liao..eat tt chi medicine super SUPER SUPER super bitter...almost wanna vomit already man...ate lid tons of sweet tings n had lotsa water!!
noe wad..wen to a hospital...n da pple inside lid take their own sweet time one... dere's dis old lady..urgent case la...usually she shud be transferred to another bed... da nurse asked her to go o'er herself la...i was lid "whaT!?!" waited for the doc in a hospital..lid an hr man!?! And it din even helped?? i came back n see a sensei..lols!! n med was So 'SUPERB'?!?! :Pbleah...lid real!
dis trip is definitely to short..way to short... but still its gr8 to be o'erseas w moi family!!
Now tt i'm back...gotta do moi work already!! haha..
New Year's around da corner! enjoy!

christnmas hols..all rite only...bleah:P

2005-12-26T10:19:00.000+08:00

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oh..eve of x'mas at darren's place..Celebration..and YES all i9 present!!
though lid sick...but it felt fine upon seeing evryone else...
haha..nxt day...x'mas day!! Off i went to m'sia...not too gd for that day...down w a fever the nite b4..and so ya...on the journey to m'sia..felt realli sick... went shopping..n ya...nth much la... hope today's a beta shopping dae man!! =D tummyy super super upset...went to toliet so many times liao... Lols.. after med..felt beta le...
oh ya..ytd..had dis jap meal...which was not delicious.. slightly disappointed la...
oh ya..super happy man..ask moi daddy if i could go backpacking...he approved! yeap!! next hol destination here i come!!!

sis away~

2005-11-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

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haha..yeah..moi sis's gone overseas... erm..today was a okie day.. i went to meet moi sis for lunch b4 she left for the airport..
eh ya...damn pai seh can! i was darn angry la... My dad was like picking on me..and b4 all that i tripped n fall awfully...damn pai seh man! i felt like running hme man! den i was so piss w moi dad for being so irrritating la..i fell den he summore can say why i was so careless! we of cos' quarelled till i cry la... haha....damn pai seh!!!!!
anyway...after sending her to skool...we left..
came back feelin bored man! no sis..n onli dad at hme fast aslp.. haha...mizz moi pig liao man..was juz folding her blankey.. one whole week!
n dis ger..i can say ar...so super leh chey...pack her stuff so slowly la..ytd.. scolded her for bring things unneccessarily.. pray tt she's fine n will take gd care of herself! argg~slping alone for one week leh...jialat...so used to toking till we doze off la!

kees..back to skool for lid 3 weeks plus le...getting the usual pile of work!
n ya...ytd thrashed out mani tings at hme..da sibling tok..haha.. straightening things out...i guess e'eryone felt so much beta le..we even took out da old old pics n luff n reminiscing the past...so super funny man! haha..i oso gotta rest n do moi work le!

felt truly happie

2005-11-07T23:32:00.001+08:00

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eh...ya
todae..gd day.. e'erything fine at skool.. but...lotsa assignments man...4!! by next wk! n on top of it..dere's jap exam.. gonna try my best la..n c how it goes!
met at library to study n ya..went to a friend's burp dae chalet.. had gd food...haha..c how i'll get fatter!!
very well..got to tok more to xin..since she's in another poly now... it seeems lid i've last tok to her so much...in ages man! well..sure..hope dere's more time to it... n ya..ting.. hope tings goes smoother for her...
ya..little actions realli do make a significant change..a little msg could habe made me realli glad..
tear fell uncontrollably down my cheeks as i was on da bus.. hoping no others can see..i quickly wipe it off..
felt so much...
da shy n quiet me..kinda evolve to a bolder n a little noisy me..haha..
ya..all thanz to i9... life..neber felt beta!
n ya..i got to noe a buddy in poly...great man! sumone i could tok to more..

happier life...lalala

2005-11-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

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whr shud i start frm man!
haha..ookok..frm da sat CCA meeting!
yeah! We manage to come up w good events! and ya..i'm so glad!
me n ting is done w the posters to promote the coming sushi event!
todae!!
thing's getting beta! first day of sem2..not so scary after all.. actualli in da morning i was scared man..onli saw lid 6 peeps man.. i onli realised wen moi lecturer said..moi class onli got 12 peep altogether... kees...
we went round the skool putting up our posters...but we needed help.. the board is juz too high! :P
anyway..it's a gd day afterall! super happie!

Reflection

2005-10-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

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Lyrics to "Reflection"

Look at me
You may think you see
who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool
my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

I am now in a world
where I have to
hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
what's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

There's a heart that must
be free to fly
That burns with a need
to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

a wound that never heals....

2005-10-04T00:03:00.001+08:00

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and hates...
juz that nth..nobody..careless..thoughtless..perhaps juz transparency..
i thought i was juz helplessly pathetic..i'm an total fool n idiot!!
a piece of shit maybe..thought dis best descibe me..
haha...i think an idiot lid me shud habe gone hme immediately..

feelings unwind

2005-09-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

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unwind the feelings within me
Graduation's reason to rejoice,
Remembering what lies beyond our ends.
And so yours gives occasion to my voice,
Delighting in the gift of being friends.
Underneath your pleasure is my pride,
As yours remains the rock on which I stand.
The window through which I can see inside
Is hung upon the mirror in your hand.
One cannot be one without the other,
Nor can we be ourselves without another.

Sometimes
I sometimes think that I could be alone:
Really alone, with neither God nor friends.
The people near me then might well be stone:
Just faces on a frieze that never ends.
And I would travel in my mind towards death,
A world within a world sealed like a tomb.
My thoughts would be as silent as my breath,
And, like my breath, expire at my doom.
Such thoughts would make me shudder, were not you
A world where I may enter and find rest.
A rock gives way within, and I walk through
To be in laughing eyes a welcome guest.
Thank God I have you, friend, that I might stay
And be as I could be no other way.

Learn to be grateful for wad i habe..becos' i noe i'm very blessed and fortunate.

loves and hate

2005-09-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

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Love of cos' slacking!
i've been slacking like shit..u noe..shit! haha...i muz do stm...starting to plan to packed my stuff and studying stm..
gotta live w meaning..yani taught me...haha...:P:P
now that i think most of my buddies habe fin exams..waitng for results!! hahaa
can go out le!! i want to go out w all of ya! contact me!! okok!?! haha:D:D
.hates..hates..hates..hates..hates..hates..hates..hates.

beta daE i gueSs :)

2005-09-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

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I guEsS..ya...a beta day
felt much beta...
actualli ytd n today felt kinda scared for da portfolio review ting..abt 7 pple panel.. critique and all oh..i hope i wun cry!
anyway..dun wanna tink abt it at yet..
had fun working w candace n lixian... haha..helped me a lot todae for moi display box... oso had fun playing n acting for photo shots...haaha

back to Nass

2005-08-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

A YesterdaY i dun wanna forget
unfamiliar faces as i pass by the skool..many innocent n curious faces that i see as i walked in to dis used-to-be familiar place. its been lid abt 1yr..but i could see the many changes.. despite all dis, memories did fade..it sort of filled moi mind...Memories that i would neber neber eva wan to forget!! haha..it was lid a relieve to see mdm sharifah, auntie cheong, miss lee, miss teo..din get to see mdm fong...kees but anyway it was realli comfortable to see dis faces It's lid a comfort zone And of cos i saw moi classmates n sum juniors(at practice..but i din wanna interrupt) kees..so glad
a strange numbness..dumbness..emptiness feel..as i saw all of moi sec pals..
i dunno whY~ why why?? i wan to noe..i prayed to God if he could let me grow to understand that kind of feeling..wasn't i suppose to feel excited and overjoyed and wonderful..
was it my changes tt turned me into a numb-ed monster or something..i realli wondered.. i'm rethinking..n still..but still i dunno wad's happening to me? was it realli me..i'm going crazy thinking of all dis.. I dun wanna put up a smile-ed face and deep inside me a realli crushed pieces of my fragile heart.. or maybe i shud be doing that so that dis feeling of mine is not known until sumone actually like read or like realised that i'm dis empty body moving on w life.. life 's w meaning now w sum friends at skool,not too close but still toking w luff-ter at times..n moi family, always giving me that kind of concern that neber fails to be surrounding me.. i would give up the world for anyone who is worth me doing tt.. dis is it? in life? or rather in MY WORLD!
am i too weak a person..forever waiting for sumone to hold on to me tight enuff.. make me feel imp or something!?!! i noe why pple says tt nth material is imp anymore..even if it is worth a lifetime loads of money.. A friend in need..is a friend indeed. am i too emotional or wad? I've been praying n praying.. Sumbody pls tell me!
being such a forgetful person..dis question may probably fade by, BUT i noe moi heart will neber heal..to a whole.. its cracks n all that is ugly..
See moi ugly side and all...neber the beautiful side!!!!!
wad a long blog i've put..pouring all moi heart n soul n body into all i've written.. i finally took out dis courage of mine..
da courageous me..finally out! =)

UuLalalA~!!

2005-08-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

Holiday's cominG! Yeah~!!
GAnbatte to all doing their papers..i'm gonna be so bored..muz find job..n go out w all moi friendS!!
i'm planniNg a bbq..god help me! make it memorable pls!
i'm looking forward to of cos great outingSSss w da inseparables n moi pri skool friendsS!
UuLalaLa!! =P

hey hey..

2005-08-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

遗失的美好-张韶涵_歌词

海的思念绵延不绝终于和天在地平线交会爱如果走得够远应该也会跟幸福相见承诺常常很像蝴蝶美丽的飞盘旋然后不见但我相信你给我的誓言就像一定会来的春天我始终带着你爱的微笑一路上寻找我遗失的美好不小心当泪滑落嘴角就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠只一心寻找我遗失的美好有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到

a fairytale like story..that is realli touching..
Sometimes i wished i was as lucky..tireness makes me wan to stop by the seaside
feel the wonderful breeze..n forget all other

Journey-张韶涵_歌词

It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through? Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control Cause It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you. to you

shaky life may be
i'll stand strong

I really need to stand strong on my own. Perhaps i'm too weak as an individual.. I realised how dependent i was..whether on my friends or family..

My dream seemed to be at grasp
but it seemed far at times
Life's uncertainty made me very insecure
even pple around me feel strange at times

Bold it is!
That's wad i'm to be.
I shall strive towards it
knock out my weakness.

I'm tired for noe..as for my K.O.
ltr perhaps... ...

smell gd!

2005-08-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

haha...i smell gd...
it was a compliement from a friend. :D
its been lid..(let me count) 9,10,11,12,13,14,15 a week! i've not blogged..
hees..its been a wonderful day today.. feel happie happie! haha..duno y either..
sing sing sing..that's wad i did!
eh..let's recap...
oh ya ..went to da lab.. so boring! its on...eh..sat yeah..sat..
after that had gathering..w sec skool friends..waited lid kinda long..sat down n tok at mpcc den proceed to east coast park to makan..tok abt skool stuff..friends and all!
guess my stomach wasn't feeling too well den tt day after the wait not so hungry le ba..drank n drank..ate a little..that made moi stomach worst..i vomit.. phew~ i feel so well agn..hahaha..=P got so high! i oso dunno y..haahaa..so happie tt we could meet ba.. miz tzeni..whr R u? come come the next time kies..miz ya~ gt that 'temp' ni but was awful..smoked..drank..oh oh.. haha... =P throw away that temp!!
we tok n went home at 12plus.. i reached hme n was scolded! bo hoo...haha.. but after that okok le.. din tink i will be over so fast.. =P
i'm waiting for a treat! yeah.. makan makan...getting so fat liao~!! =P
yippy yuppy day~ (~_^)b

eve of national dae~

2005-08-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

tml's an official holidae..but onli one day.. why only one day!?!why why?!?!
i'm as bz as b4..oh ya..my jap...
gonna fail lid..so so so bad.... bohoo~

deadly work! beware?!

2005-07-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

jux fin of w textile proj...very heavy one... group work..was frm like 5 to.. ai ya..kinda angry la.. did da proj den din get to study end up failing for da quiz...
Sad?! But oso can't change the fact...muz work realli harder... ganbatte lor!
still got jap..haben started revision lor...den nextwk got lotsa submissions..not tt it is time management...as wad i see..it is no choice..staying up late..den nextday eyes wide open w tooth picks..projs overloaded!!!
argh`!!
damn exhausted le leh...dun tell me manage ya time well ok?!?! i'm sick of pple telling me tt!!!!
my jap is pushing me..and everybody else says u can do it de...i dunno man..but i'll try to fin off n do beta..that's all...

ps*
be tolerant of my nagging n mayb crying..it's juz me. i'll learn t be strongr!!

TheNeverEndingStory

2005-07-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

haha...my life at poly..work is like TheNeverEndingStory.
One proj done..aother follows...
tiring man.. but certain proj is fun..had fun whilst learning...
Not juz projs..there's dis weekly presentations..sum quizes...
almost could breathe le! (sigh~)
time is definitely on my side...i onli wish i could use every sec wisely... =D Life sux man... hhaha...

wad is dis??

2005-07-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

term break? i dun tink so man..i got realli tired juz by looking at at projs assigned!! realli sick of it man..
haha..But wad choice do i habe?
anyway..habe been lid habing realli irregular blog update... evrytime wen i found moi way out of the pile of work i'm buried in...i would browse at moi friendsters a/c..haha.. its realli a pleasure looking at testimonials...i simply love it..wen pple care to write one for me.. feel the happiness?? haha.. =P i finally lid wrote 3 or 4 testimonial to sum of moi bestest pals.. its realli a pleasure...haha..for now... Not like wen u habe no mood..all exhausted or no inspiration..that all..u noe..hahha... ah loo is so xing fu..habe her own laptop... i wan 1 too..haha... mayb i'll get it...hhaa...=D
the term break is o'er..todae 1st day after the so called break... but not all work is done man.. haha..muz ganbatte oh.. to those who's looking at moi blog.. u too..dun give up! =D oh!haha..i getting fatter le ya..wanna do stm abt it...but so so lazy to lid exercise or stm lidat... that's realli bad -_-'

ain't no hollaback ger..

2005-07-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

hhaahaa...yesterday ting n ah loo bought da cute cute toy that can record sound...
ting go record Hollaback ger...hers is da sheep sheep.... hahah...can u imagine da sheep singing... v Very kawaii ne!
at jaP class..i was kinda lost... more n more tings thrown to us all... arGh~!!
saVe me!! i'm drOwning~!!
den ltr oh man...was suppose to meet up moi family.. din habe an exact timing..so i tot i'd be early... gosh..was lid rushing..dey all were early?!?! one after another call came...frastrating rite?!?! e first ting i got was....their impatient.. its lid its all ur fault..your FAULT!! quarelled..got so damn angry.. tt i cried... lols!! oh man!! so pai seh..at the mrt... guess at one look every1 knew tt i juz cried... =P
all rite...forget those! todaE went for house warming..had food...hahahha.. lid piggy sia...eat n eat.. sat a while...played w all da little cousins..nieces..nephews... hahhaa...so so cute! =D

I tink i'm getting crazy?!?!

2005-06-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

oh man..went to watch Initial D yesterdaY..jay chou..edison..shawn... so so cool..overall da show is realli nice! i like it!?!? hahaha...
i love edison! oh ya..todae at skool okok ba..nth much actualli..
Van n i was so crazy...at joee's words.. she's realli funny man... anyway..will be doing moi following proj w 'em...it'll definiely be a success! even though we have onli 3 pple...rite gers? :D
getting crazy man..more stuffs to do! haahaha.. time ar time..ps dun pass so quickly all rite?

EXHAUSTED

2005-06-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

I'm so So tired..w endless assignments i'm gonna handle...
last min everyting seem to cock up...i'm getting frustrated...
hhahaa..later gonna go catch a movie..muz relac ya... =P

inseparable gathering~!!

2005-06-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

hahaa...its been almost 4 wks at poly... kinda bz..happie though..:D
wonder how is all da inseparables doing at poly? tell me more abt ya life at skool k?
it has been realli fast man..4 weeks...lid a month...passed..
todae during da visual merchandising...we had a trip to our workshop... its was realli boring man...lid last time da DNT... tools...n many more..
me n a few friends ran away after a break...hahhaa... BAD GER!!! :P
i'm lid studying wen tt sis of mine is at break...NOT FAIR!!! :P with da diff timings each family members has..it seems tt we habe nt been lid habing family outings for a long long long time man...
n yeah...today gonna meet all nine!! kees!!
i ending earier todae man...hope tt i'm lid nt da onli one waiting for da rest!
anyway..i pray everyone's staying healthy..n happie always!!

lalala~

2005-06-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

todaE meT up earlier for proj...end up can'T finD anytinG...
den we go sHop shOp a whiLE..a while onli la..hahha..
after lesSon..oso wenT to shOp..lols
saW a pair boOts...oh man 80plus bUcks man...
i waNt IT!! opps..i bought a 39.90 top...kees.. muz curb overspending!! omG~

iTs juz anOther daE @ skOoL~

2005-05-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

oh weLl..todaE is tuEsdaE...
haBe onli onE lec..buT it is liD 3 hRs.. actuaLLi quiTe fun la.. da lecTurer is kinda interesTing..
so proud to haBe made da 'KIDDY PALACE'~!! kees...a new neverland where fun neber endS! gd slogan ya?!?! kees =D
i luv iT~!!
oh man..hoW's da resT?? hope to hear frm aLL of ya.. miz me? hahha..
huGz~

suNdaY shOpPing Dae~

2005-05-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

hahha...shop shop till legs hAO suaN woR... :P
todaE at jaP learN mORe stufF man...gettng more and more diifffiiicccult liao man...iTs kinDa scAry... kees... so faSt hor..tml is moN agN..skOoL day?!??!
we foUnd da nxT shOpPing spoT ya geRs?! hees =D
hOpe tt ya all habE a gr8 wK ahead! huGz~

itS weeKend~

2005-05-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

oh maN~ onE wk so faSt o'Er le..
kees...by nxt wk i'm suPpoSe to do manY manY researcH...maKe prepaRatioN for proJ le~!!
da tP liBraRy kinDa 'luan' (messy)...liD v harD to find booKs..n entrance..exit... i'm so bad at diRecTions... hahha.. so biG oso..niD time to adaPt to libraRy.. :P kees.. i leFt my mineral bottle..in da libraRy..not tt i wanna litter k... lols!
so thristy...but i can't find da bottle! goSh...
got hme deN rusH to habe a drinK man...

3rD daE..

2005-05-27T00:59:00.000+08:00

haha..i'm a little late..=Pp
all rite for todae..find a little taxing already..6hrs of lec..two diff module..kees
after skooL met up w a bunch of realli nice n funny pple..go for sum mini 'performance'...kees
enjoY it ya~ noe morE tp pals..hhahaa...
that'S lid all!! nitEy..niTes~!!

2Nd daY!

2005-05-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

hhaaha..todAe wenT to arT museUm.. oh man! da worKs weRE gUd!!
okok..back to lesSon..waS a liTtLe late... :P da lecturer is v frienDly..seeMed likE itS gg to be gr8! todae start at 3! haha..i hOpe deRe'S no chanGe in timEtaBle man...
still adapting man..muZ get Rid off hoLiday mooD!

fiRst daE at poLy~

2005-05-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

all riGh+..b4 i +0k ab+ +0daE's s+uFF..+Ell ya m0Re ab+ yes+erdaE's steaMb0A+..
haha..gr8 maN!! we aLL a+e +ill bl0a+ed..i caN feEl da +uMMy herE!! yeaH man..haD a wh0le l0+ of fuN.. i weN+ h0mE..haD a reaL harD +imE...s0O full!! +Ha+ i alm0s+ c0ulDn'+ ge+ +0 slp maN~!! hahaha...0nE gD meaL~!! =P
okok!! todaE~
firs+ daE..diN plaN +0 Mee+ uP aNy frienDs...+heRe i weN+..feeLing kinda scareD..
lucKy me+ pplE i n0e a+ da bridge.. phheW`! deN +O0k a waLK..waLK +0 da +cc.. da +ok waS hones+Ly b0riNg..goSh~i wasN't lis+eNing Ok..opps~ hahha.. =P
weN+ +0 resPec+ive classRms..n i+ waS liD preesssurEE~~ da lec+urer...firs+ leessooon...s+reSS us alreadY..w aLL da pRojec+s n s+uff.. oh Man~!! i'm s+ill at h0lidaE moOd... ge+ mE ou+ of "+herE" quick!!
no+ +o 4ge+..+ml gg to ar+ museuM..muhaha...firs+ s+ep +0 firs+ proJ man...ganBattE~!!

nth mucH todaE'

2005-05-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

kees..as usual i weNt foR jaP lessOns..
wenT maKan n shoP shOp after that..
ehm...went hoMe after tt le..all tirED~!!
toMOlO goNNa meeT up..kees.. deN tueS Its polY timE~!!
itS gooTtaa be a gUd staRT!?!? =D

pigGy geR~

2005-05-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha...i'm such a pig ritE~!!
i slept frm 1am till 6.30pM toDae man!!
caN't heLp it eh..slept for lid 8 hrs foR 2 daYz..kees..
celebraTed moi act b'dae..at caMP man..haha.. received a 'big, big..presenT"..haha..gana water 'splash~!!" hahha...buT reaLLi enjoyEd moiself... besT of aLL isH all da msGeS frM all...so gan dong man`!! i appreciate da presenTs man frm Da iNseparaBleS~! u All rox!!
thru' out da camp we all cheerED till..ah loo'S voiCE so SexY eh~!! ahahhaa...
oh man..i juz rmb i'm suppose to make da ez-link todae...gosH~!!
desIgN rulZ..haha..got da BEST spirt awaRd~!! best~!!
oh..mon PolY begiNs le..guYz keep iN touCh ok~!! (~_^)b

reFresH caMP だいいちひ

2005-05-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

dunno is it da grp not warm up or wad...mayb is juz me..not being able to lid make friends!?!?
i mean..i made friends..but dun seemed to want to lid grow closer or stm lidat..
all wore out todae man~had games..n many activities coming up tml.. todae..lid sian sian de..no mood simply...
i mean hope tml will turn out beta man..

jaP jaP~

2005-05-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

eh..todaE same saMe lor..wenT for jaP leSSons
its liD geTtinG harder maN~ goTta put iN mor EFfort man..i mean moiSelf...gosH~
aftEr tt..we Went to makaN~!! NOt bad seH..da lunCH... hahaha~
wenT to shOp ShoP..till all seh liao...muhhaha..
tmL is da design skooL camp oh..1 whole wk~!! hoPe ev'ryting goeS well..n fun!
thaT's all for TodaE~ nitEs~!!

yeaH~moI b'Dae celebRation!!

2005-05-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

haD all Da insEparablEs hErE at hmE toDaE for a vEri vEri imp ting!! moi b'DaE!! yEah!!
thanz guyz..realli apprEiatE ya prEsEncE hErE.. i rEalli look forwarD to habing all of u to cElEbratE moi b'DaE Evr'y yr!! thanz man..tzEni for making Effort to makE Da bottlE w Da wishEs writtEn in it..ah loo for making a bottlE fillEd w Ea 'littlE' star..lixin for coming EarliEr to hElp out..wEiting to hElp in gEtting Da Effort to gEt moi salaD crEam..n carD... anD of cos all Da guys for hElping out to makan~!! xin ku lE Da jia~!! i love u all~!!
gotta changE moi blog hErE man..cos tt friEnDstErs one so rigiD...
moi b'DaE is on 20 may k~!! haha~!!
i guEss toDaE ish vEri Da imp for all of us..coz' nExt is our poly camp lE.dEn all of us havE to movE on...
lovE all~ muackz~!!