Wednesday, August 31, 2005 . 7:00 PM

A YesterdaY i dun wanna forget
unfamiliar faces as i pass by the skool..many innocent n curious faces that i see as i walked in to dis used-to-be familiar place. its been lid abt 1yr..but i could see the many changes.. despite all dis, memories did fade..it sort of filled moi mind...Memories that i would neber neber eva wan to forget!! haha..it was lid a relieve to see mdm sharifah, auntie cheong, miss lee, miss teo..din get to see mdm fong...kees but anyway it was realli comfortable to see dis faces It's lid a comfort zone And of cos i saw moi classmates n sum juniors(at practice..but i din wanna interrupt) kees..so glad
a strange numbness..dumbness..emptiness feel..as i saw all of moi sec pals..
i dunno whY~ why why?? i wan to noe..i prayed to God if he could let me grow to understand that kind of feeling..wasn't i suppose to feel excited and overjoyed and wonderful..
was it my changes tt turned me into a numb-ed monster or something..i realli wondered.. i'm rethinking..n still..but still i dunno wad's happening to me? was it realli me..i'm going crazy thinking of all dis.. I dun wanna put up a smile-ed face and deep inside me a realli crushed pieces of my fragile heart.. or maybe i shud be doing that so that dis feeling of mine is not known until sumone actually like read or like realised that i'm dis empty body moving on w life.. life 's w meaning now w sum friends at skool,not too close but still toking w luff-ter at times..n moi family, always giving me that kind of concern that neber fails to be surrounding me.. i would give up the world for anyone who is worth me doing tt.. dis is it? in life? or rather in MY WORLD!
am i too weak a person..forever waiting for sumone to hold on to me tight enuff.. make me feel imp or something!?!! i noe why pple says tt nth material is imp anymore..even if it is worth a lifetime loads of money.. A friend in need..is a friend indeed. am i too emotional or wad? I've been praying n praying.. Sumbody pls tell me!
being such a forgetful person..dis question may probably fade by, BUT i noe moi heart will neber heal..to a whole.. its cracks n all that is ugly..
See moi ugly side and all...neber the beautiful side!!!!!
wad a long blog i've put..pouring all moi heart n soul n body into all i've written.. i finally took out dis courage of mine..
da courageous me..finally out! =)

Monday, August 29, 2005 . 5:59 PM

Holiday's cominG! Yeah~!!
GAnbatte to all doing their papers..i'm gonna be so bored..muz find job..n go out w all moi friendS!!
i'm planniNg a bbq..god help me! make it memorable pls!
i'm looking forward to of cos great outingSSss w da inseparables n moi pri skool friendsS!
UuLalaLa!! =P

Thursday, August 18, 2005 . 11:02 PM

遗失的美好-张韶涵_歌词

海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会 爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见 承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见 但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天 我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好 不小心当泪滑落嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好 有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了 在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老 虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到

a fairytale like story..that is realli touching..
Sometimes i wished i was as lucky..tireness makes me wan to stop by the seaside
feel the wonderful breeze..n forget all other


Journey-张韶涵_歌词

It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through? Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control Cause It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you. to you

shaky life may be
i'll stand strong

I really need to stand strong on my own. Perhaps i'm too weak as an individual.. I realised how dependent i was..whether on my friends or family..

My dream seemed to be at grasp
but it seemed far at times
Life's uncertainty made me very insecure
even pple around me feel strange at times

Bold it is!
That's wad i'm to be.
I shall strive towards it
knock out my weakness.

I'm tired for noe..as for my K.O.
ltr perhaps... ...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005 . 8:12 PM

haha...i smell gd...
it was a compliement from a friend. :D
its been lid..(let me count) 9,10,11,12,13,14,15 a week! i've not blogged..
hees..its been a wonderful day today.. feel happie happie! haha..duno y either..
sing sing sing..that's wad i did!
eh..let's recap...
oh ya ..went to da lab.. so boring! its on...eh..sat yeah..sat..
after that had gathering..w sec skool friends..waited lid kinda long..sat down n tok at mpcc den proceed to east coast park to makan..tok abt skool stuff..friends and all!
guess my stomach wasn't feeling too well den tt day after the wait not so hungry le ba..drank n drank..ate a little..that made moi stomach worst..i vomit.. phew~ i feel so well agn..hahaha..=P got so high! i oso dunno y..haahaa..so happie tt we could meet ba.. miz tzeni..whr R u? come come the next time kies..miz ya~ gt that 'temp' ni but was awful..smoked..drank..oh oh.. haha... =P throw away that temp!!
we tok n went home at 12plus.. i reached hme n was scolded! bo hoo...haha.. but after that okok le.. din tink i will be over so fast.. =P
i'm waiting for a treat! yeah.. makan makan...getting so fat liao~!! =P
yippy yuppy day~ (~_^)b

Monday, August 08, 2005 . 6:12 PM

tml's an official holidae..but onli one day.. why only one day!?!why why?!?!
i'm as bz as b4..oh ya..my jap...
gonna fail lid..so so so bad.... bohoo~