Monday, January 29, 2007 . 2:47 AM

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been really down on lucky anyone would say..did all the damn dumb things i could ever have done..

in skool..thought tt i lost my card..but actualli its in the pencil case all time! then the next day..lost moi memory card.. proj that juz ended...din end up as well as i wanted to... the card tt i lost has ald been deactivated..damn~ i gotta activate it agn or make a new one... MEmory's failing me..as i juz can't remember stuff! are my memory cells draining away or wad! not smooth-sailing at all..at least for a week or so ald!

todae..as in ytd la..28jan.. was really mad..
waited like a dumb ass..for an hr plus... i was realli freaking mad..like almost wanted to scream at my friend if she ever pick up my call.. when she finally msg after calling her for like a million time..i wanted to flare man..but i din.. becos i juz couldn't man.. wad had went through my mind is that she'll be late or that she had forgotten and headed back home... when i called the hse..nobody replied... despite waiting for 50 mins or so ald..i kept on waiting...although i told myself..45 mins i'll leave..1 hr..i'll leave...10 mins more..more... and so in the end i juz went to meet up another friend... i wasn't and i din felt angry! i really wasn't.. i thought i would be angry...like really angry.. but i din feel a slight...angry feeling..

ltr...at night tok to my bro... ya the anger sort of came..esp..when i was telling him abt the incident.. as i wrote..tears uncontrollably fell... can't help it man..once a crybaby forever one le...

rewind.. 27jan...celebrated edwin's birthday..20 birthday! awaken me..that i'm gg to be 20 too... still at the 19 man me! it's really been a long time since we've met.. time passed realli quickly... its all i ever really wanted for the start of the 2007...

EVERYONE! BE HOPEFUL! its 2007...a brand new start for all the happiness u deserve to set in! treasure all that u have..

free block beginning today...hopefully my application for cdi proj comes forth successfully.. and also road to completing my portfolio to be smooth-sailing God!

Tuesday, January 02, 2007 . 11:29 PM

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well..i begin the year with full of hope and it was almost crush this very hope for a brand new year! Mummy gotten warded..fortunately with medication she is going to all rite.. dan's and mummy's wallet on the very night of new year day~! and the family scream at the top of our voices.. It was suppose to be good start...Why!?

Anyway, life still has to move on... not too glad or happy..but at least still today the family's at peace.

tomorrow start skool le...like its really long not going to skool~ dunno who's gonna be in the same subject!

let's not let this bring everything happy down!
All rite..x'mas holiday-ing is great! Went to shop shop relax and eat ah! fun-filled..although we couldn't take the flying coaster! We took..let me count.. eh..corkscrew, log fume...all in all 5-6 rides! wow~ haha.. but the damn ride on log fume habe to be done w a little help (D-I-Y) wahaha...slow like dunno wad la..me,dan and esther push ourselves though almost the entire journey..can u imagine? if ya wondering where..its Genting! We tried lotsa Hong Long cafe there too! Shop shop and really eat makan!

Before Genting, we were at KL.. A difference part of KL where we used to travel too...but also not to far la... F&B super sucky!! Our first meal upon arrival somemore leh!! haha..we order fish&chips..mee and some other food..terrible..we were like oh man..the most fresh food on the table is the potato..! Anywhere..after that we went to Kenny roger la..their roadside stall and food center! They were great..haha far cry from the food at the hotel!

At least the end of 2006 is good! lotsa x'mas and new year greeting..warmed my heart.. went to a great and empowering service with fionna and qian..Rest in the Lord! I'll bear in mind.. Celebration of both fio and qian's birthday was great! so long..then were we able to gather and really get together..2006 was diff..we didn't send fio.. will we cry upon departure? but we definitely hoped she was well and happy! Even though this year, no x'mas gathering w i9..i sure hope their brand new year will be filled w all the happiness. hope to see ya all soon! This blog would bring a nice closure to 2006! :D

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