Monday, May 18, 2009 . 12:36 AM
.loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves.so dan reported that he's safely arrived at brunei.
today, somehow esther & i ald started missing him. both of us heard whistling at the door...while opening the door..first thought...dan at the door..but but he's at brunei le... lols... it was actually mum whistling...unexpected!
Somehow, when i pause to think about things..that has happen lately... tear a lil..
Grace still finds it hard to not cry.
Misses everything & everyone she always wants to hold dearly to but always somehow take for granted.
Feeling quite missing...missing a lot in my heart. Firstly, today i just finally met up and had dinner w girlfriends...we had not sat down for dinner for a month le..i thought, but apparently i heard only 3 weeks.. it's me la...feels like so long le. Secondly, left company like my second home..left colleagues like friends... Then, also dan leaving for brunei. like sudden lost..altogether!
anyway, Grace has to embrace what she holds now & keep moving on.
Friday, May 15, 2009 . 12:41 AM
.loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves.my second home, it totally feels like it man~
for the one year, one month & one week...from adapting then to finally finding myself a place at m)phosis.
So much so much for this period, from lotsa tears to laughter & joy..i rmb my crying days..finding myself diff to adapt and keep my 'deadlines' alive...finishing work on time! cry for the first 3 months man.. had a lil trouble keeping myself afloat...and maybe adapting not too well at all. cry when i meet my girlfriends...like feel so bad to spoil evryone's mood sometimes..
well, when i finally adapt... i find myself give another opportunity... esp at a bad time like this...I want to cherish..the hope that i can find a career focus in merchandising. I thank God for the chance. Now, it's time to move on move on.
My only and biggest obstacle or reason that i wanna stay initially...took so long to make this decision. It was only for the rarest colleagues at m)phosis. They had made life so nice & memorable.
Sunday, May 10, 2009 . 10:47 AM
.loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves.Thank boss for friday's dinner! we super jammed up all the way from bukit batok to geylang! lols.. but anyway, dinner's not bad..fresh food & fruits!
Thank eve & irene for coming down w me..:)
wouldn't be the same man..imagine me alone coming.. :P
I surely am trying not to count down ald, cos it makes me feel sad.
It's been super fast..next week it's last week... i'm one year and one month and 3 days old!
This period was full of ups & downs, bitterr & sweet... Have learnt a lot thru all this!
Rare colleagues to have here, very fun and enjoyable..though it took quite some time to finally break the ice there. I'm that kind...but if very 'ripe' le...I'll be quite the crazy ger around! :P
am missing the gers too...we have not met up for close to 3weeks..or a month le man!
hey heys..it's mum day! dan's got a night out but dad says it has to be postpone..cos it's too rushing! family, friends & colleagues are all that I really wanna dearly cherish forever.
Friday, May 08, 2009 . 1:44 AM
.loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves.the day is getting nearer..
it's next friday, my last day at work.
Seriously, i feeling like darn sad..leaving a place i'm so familiar and having to be ready to step up to new challenges! I shld really thank God though..tt i'm able to find a job during times like this.
Thank God for helping me pull thru..during work... eventually to now- a more competent Grace...grasping most of my knowledge and experience here and i hope i'll do as well as i have done at my current workplace.
Looking back, my hours accumulated of crying & resentment to this & that...it really was nth..not that i'm someone with bad memory...but the result to date...is fruitful.
now that the day is drawing closer...the emo side of me, sinks in pretty badly... I really feel like it's hard to say goodbye. I'm actually so very attached to the place.
i'm busy busy for the past i dunno how many weeks or even months..prep bro's 21 and all sorts..like really resting myself.
I need more more time! There's so many times i just wanna sit down and eat dinner as a whole family..but only 2 times successful.
SO many things i yearn to do! I want just hang out w family, friend and also can spend some quality time w him.