Sunday, July 16, 2006 . 1:00 PM

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neber felt this drunk in moi life..i'm feeling exhausted,low and realli lost...
a touch me not...feeling very insecure! bringing myself away..away...
and moi back aches like no warning...so much so..i couldn't slp well at all..
i realli want to fin dis block fast and get on to a long rest...at least a little rest from the world...its probably the reason to moi pain in the back..

Saturday, July 15, 2006 . 11:55 PM

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woke up lid 4.30am dis morning..oh my!! Damn long din wake up dis early man.. ended up i rmb wrongly..i tot working todae la...shitty lor... lucky i'm at eunos only..made a U-turn back home! oh man..on the way back..walked damn fast..hoping tt nobody recognise me..was totally angered by myself..how could i habe been this blur? kept blabbering as i walk... f***! i was like going mad..if anyone were to touch me..i'm gonna box the person man!
so i went back and slept..only slept after a while... slept all the way till 3pm..ate porridge...den all the day..i was watching tv
evening went to a campfire..felt totally adkward...anyway..saw pple tt i damn long din c..haha.. a friend drove my sis n i back..din take a correct turn..n we ended up at reservoir...my sis n i walked to the park where we played the see-saw, swing and all that u can see at the playgound..wahaha... after tt we went to buy prata n teh ping...haha...
now watching the tang po hu saw..super lame can...
gotta slp after the show man...tmr gotta work early..

Friday, July 07, 2006 . 12:38 AM

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watched w dadDy..haha.. nice match man~ way to go Zidane!
if only i could be more patient to daddy n mummy all the time..kept telling myself tt..i find myself not able to do so most of the time..
its not tt the family is not well..juz that we're spending time on our own stuff.. family time..n effort to get together..lesser n lesser... yeah..we get together well esp during our holiday trips..truely unforgettable memories..each time we went o'ersea..sumtimes chalet... Looking back..i felt realli fortunate n lucky..my family got to visit..Malaysia..Indonesia..Thailand and Korea together! Our first experience w snow in Korea! i miss the traditional bed Koreans lay on the floor to slp on..the food sumtimes..haha..(eat the grilled meat almost everday wen we were there, got kinda sick of for a period of time)..but i muz say the ginseng chicken n wine..is good..esp when the weather was -6 degress outside..the feeling was absolutely great! Played snowball-ing! haha..
at Malaysia..mostly the area of KL..we kind of explore the area...haha...as a family we are good at exploring man!
I oso experience o'erseas trip w classmate n cca friends..always will home sick de! haha!
oh man..cca gonna go japan..haha..i'll save up to go man! an experience i've been searching!! muhaha...still got 2years plus to save up! my goal!

Recently..sum stuff are weighing in my heart.. I clearly unsure wad i tink is correct or not.. Feel like saying:"Convince me sumbody!" I sumhow can't convince myself..

Wednesday, July 05, 2006 . 4:22 AM

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haha..stayed up to watch germany's match against italy..no score yet! I'm all alone..everyone else has to wake up early..no choice :(
anyway..moi sis b'dae..hees... wanna get her stm but realli dunno whether she'll like wad i buy..so i decided to bring her to the shop..hees:D but...she din like like the idea..wad sia..
toking on the phone a while ago..habing hiccups.. tired man..even though there's not much to do...
Soon..proj brief n ya..there's the big wave...work to come?!?!
misc work i'm doing...i tink..at least stm la...
moi friend's returning to Australia cont. her education..felt so bad..initially tot of going out more often..but eventually forgot..
Anyway..i hope the dinner w sum of our sec classmates will be memorable n enjoyable! That's plan for thurs...fri another hrp of friend..hope tt nth gets into my way!! muhahaha...
oh ya..toking abt lookin at gifts for moi sis..haha..went to Century sq..n haha ate..oh man...moi huge appitite!! haha..had prata n waffle w ice-cream..n i tot i would juz eat a little went i get back home..moi mum cooked a lot to celebrate moi sis's b'day..N I ENDED UP EATING A LOt AT HOME!! oh no!!
laziness n huge appetite!! ====fatiness...lols
anyway..the cake was delicious..moi favorite chocolate cake..moi poor sis din get to eat her favorite taste..i suan her summore... din meant to suan her tt badly..she looks pretty sad man.. haha..shall cheer her up! Cheers!