Monday, January 29, 2007 . 2:47 AM

.loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves.
been really down on lucky anyone would say..did all the damn dumb things i could ever have done..

in skool..thought tt i lost my card..but actualli its in the pencil case all time! then the next day..lost moi memory card.. proj that juz ended...din end up as well as i wanted to... the card tt i lost has ald been deactivated..damn~ i gotta activate it agn or make a new one... MEmory's failing me..as i juz can't remember stuff! are my memory cells draining away or wad! not smooth-sailing at all..at least for a week or so ald!

todae..as in ytd la..28jan.. was really mad..
waited like a dumb ass..for an hr plus... i was realli freaking mad..like almost wanted to scream at my friend if she ever pick up my call.. when she finally msg after calling her for like a million time..i wanted to flare man..but i din.. becos i juz couldn't man.. wad had went through my mind is that she'll be late or that she had forgotten and headed back home... when i called the hse..nobody replied... despite waiting for 50 mins or so ald..i kept on waiting...although i told myself..45 mins i'll leave..1 hr..i'll leave...10 mins more..more... and so in the end i juz went to meet up another friend... i wasn't and i din felt angry! i really wasn't.. i thought i would be angry...like really angry.. but i din feel a slight...angry feeling..

ltr...at night tok to my bro... ya the anger sort of came..esp..when i was telling him abt the incident.. as i wrote..tears uncontrollably fell... can't help it man..once a crybaby forever one le...

rewind.. 27jan...celebrated edwin's birthday..20 birthday! awaken me..that i'm gg to be 20 too... still at the 19 man me! it's really been a long time since we've met.. time passed realli quickly... its all i ever really wanted for the start of the 2007...

EVERYONE! BE HOPEFUL! its 2007...a brand new start for all the happiness u deserve to set in! treasure all that u have..

free block beginning today...hopefully my application for cdi proj comes forth successfully.. and also road to completing my portfolio to be smooth-sailing God!