Tuesday, May 20, 2008 . 1:16 AM

.loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves..loves.

is finally here..am 21 now.

celebration is done. but really am feeling not too good about something..bugging me totally that i can't sleep.

the thing is that i wasn't firm abt telling my bro that his friends shld go..so that my friends that were my buddies...that i really wanna invited that night.. they had to sleep at the living rm area.. i guess we shld habe enjoyed it more if my bro's friends has go off earlier..like really got into games and bunk in the sleeping room.

I noe i really shld not hold it to my heart...but i can't help it!
I pray that lord can help me forget this and that i could make it up for them the next time round!

by the minute, i really am feeling older..it comes w more responsibility and definitely aging, I really am feeling tired abt current job. It's draining my energy off, to endless mountains of work. I hope that i can find another job that i could really enjoy doing.

I pray that when i go to work later in the morning, I can finish and really just finish my job. Pls take away the itch and rashes that are irritating me also.. feeling rather horrible..

it hurts feeling this bad now, shld be feeling like good..it's my birthday anyway..