Sunday, September 13, 2009 . 11:29 PM

it feels like tuning in to a radio channel..on your old rusty radio.
It's so hard to tune to.

ytd perhaps started off not too bad, my bro's commissioning went pretty smooth although..serious it took us quite some time to finally spot correctly. Thank God for dinner time when Jason could come in and join me & sis. I really didn't want him to wait too long, so sis & me initially really wanna make dinner swift. but unexpectedly he came in, Thank God. Mum & Dad joined Dan for 8 course dinner. So, we were somewhat..at diff places. Anyway, 3 of us finished buffet and took a stroll back..even though there's transport. Well, 3 of us somehow look like 3 笨蛋taking a long way back to carpark, wanna just take a peek at the barracks...cos the other time we didn't get to see them. Sweat way lot~

Back home, i remember my e-mail...forgotten to e-mail outlets on fri, so sat night quickly sent. Bathed & got changed to clothes for st james..at the same time wait for dan & parents to cab back.

On the way, we picked kavan up as well and headed down.
The mistake i think it's so hard to tune..bro & buddies came & join my friends...too big a crowd alr...plus the messy-ness & all the not so appropriate... seem to crash...spoil the fun.

all this all this i dunno how to say.
made the night a bad ending, not a night i wanted rmb. It was suppose to turn out nice..well..for a good farewell for my ger.

that night not good for any of us to rmb...but surely be remembered. I hope this awful-ness & adkwardness between all of us can be resolved. This, I need you God. Help me to...

As for tomorrow to slowly but surely to draw closer. I hope meeting tomorrow without manager will be fine. I remember to pray, for ability to manage day-to-day work & for a mind that keeps everything all positive & clear. Of all, I hope all that has happen will not affect adversely to anyone of us.